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Against All Odds


Against All Odds

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as this day of rain comes

to a night of quiet repose...

no one needs to worry about this...

heart of mine...

for it's way too late for singing a sad song...

I will be alright..

I am not saying that my life is pure or even close...

but somehow screaming ....

How I feel is meaningless...

some days come and go...

to the point where I really don't know...

how I feel....

except the fact I am tired of trying,

tired of saving, tired of many things...

except Life...

as some precious treasures are ending....

so is others beginning…

Love should be strong

Life should be cherished...

problems exist …

they always do…

somehow now it is really deep

yet still hope prevails to what end is unknown...

dark demons twist my body...

to their needs...

yet angels from heaven have saved my soul...

from death...

in hell's gates for some purpose..

I can't see yet my determination tries to succeed...

against all these odds...

lonely I am ..

every friend I have are more strangers...

as I wish for happiness...

strange electricity plays mind games with me...

in a harden view to passionate love...

it isn't desired anymore...

no way...

to explain that’s all I can say...

If there is anyone out there to hear my screams...

where is the one true love...

where is my Soul Mate

what has happened to my

world in these ruins

but I am still here trying hard...

to survive...

how could it have gotten so damn hard to just live...

don't I deserve happiness too…

don’t I deserve Love too

I need someone to care for

and be cared with tender love

that it seems so lost

I have weathered so many psychopaths in love

and I have lost the one that I thought was my twin

soul wise.

somewhere I know that judgement

day will come to call

seems sooner than I ever expected

or ever wanted

when it does I hope on that last day I hope

that those that judge see all the good in me more

as a true blessing and not the bad to way in

on those scales for I am truly good

I have tried

to present despite the evil that is always

hounding at my door

at all doors

i will fight to my last breath

against all odds

hear me

AGAINST ALL ODDS.

TILL THE VERY BITTER END


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