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Choices…


Choices…

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HERE AGAIN THE SIMILARITIES

ARE PRESENT…

HOW THE HECK DID I NOT

HEAR ALL OF WHAT YOU WERE

SAYING BEFORE…

HOW COULD WE HAVE BEEN

SO FAR APART

AND YET IN HEART SO CLOSE…

CHOICES

TIME FLOWS WITH SILENCE…

AS EACH MOVE IS FELT

DEEP WITHIN A WARM GLOW

CONTINUED TO SHINE

TORN BETWEEN LOVE AND HONOR

OF TRADITION

OH TO THE SAFETY AND HAPPINESS

WHY IS IT A HARD AND BUMPY ROAD

AHEAD,

YET THIS MENTALITY

IS TRYING TO STAY LEVEL

AND REALISTIC

DOUBTS PLAGUE MY HEART

OF LIVING WITH OR WITHOUT

WITHOUT LOOKED BETTER YET…

I DIDN’T WANT IT THIS WAY

TOUGHER

SO MY DECISION IS…

ALREADY MADE FOR ME FOREVER…

FOR THE BETTER OR WORSE

THIS COURSE OF TRUTH

MY CHILD WILL BE LOVED

BY ONE RATHER THAN TWO

BECAUSE THE OTHER HALF OF ME

DIDN’T SEE OR CARE ANYMORE

MAYBE THEY NEVER DID CARE ENOUGH

OR REALLY LOVED

AS I THOUGHT THAT OUR LOVE

WOULD SO BIND US…

I BELIEVED IT SO WOULD COME BACK

AND NOT LEAVE ME ALONE

FOR SO LONG

WILL IT BE IN A HORRIBLE WAY

OH TO THE NO MORE

ADDED PAIN

IN AND OUT OF THIS BLOODY CURSE

TIL THE END

WANTED TO SEE AGAIN

TO FEEL AGAIN

THE SAME BEAT

CAME BACK BY CHANCE

IN THE SURREAL

MORE THAN I COULD EVER

HAVE IMAGINED

AND YET I KNOW IT MATTERS LITTLE

THE CONNECTION IS STRONG

SO POWERFUL

AND MY LOVE WAS SO DESIRING

IN THE HAPPINESS OF BEING US

WHY DID THEY HAVE TO COME IN

AND MESS IT ALL UP

SO READY WAS I

AM I...

OH TO THE EXPERIENCES OF ALL THERE IS

TO ALL THOSE THAT LOVE

AND HURT IN THAT LOVE

TO BE DEEPER AS ONE

WHEN THAT DAY COMES

WILL IT BE SPECIAL

WILL I BE GLAD

JUST FOR US NO MORE HURT PLEASE

TURNING AROUND

AND ON THE EDGE

OF WALKING AWAY

SOMETIMES I WOULD RATHER

BE ALONE THAN KEPT DOWN

OH TO ACTUALLY BE HELD

AGAIN IN ANOTHER’S ARMS

GENTLE AND CARING

WITHOUT THE PAIN THAT IS

WHAT I SEEK

THAT IS WHAT I CRAVE

NOTHING MORE NOTHING LESS

TO FEEL ANOTHER WITH ME

IT WOULD BE OVERWHELMING

ITS BEEN TOO LONG WITHOUT

TO KNOW HOW IT TRULY FEELS

OH TO THE CONNECTION

SO STRONG

IN A LOSS FOR WORDS

INCREDIBLE

WONDERFUL

TO BE HAPPY WITH YOU

BACK THEN THE CHART

ASTROLOGER SAID I HAD TO MAKE

MY MOVE BACK IN TIME TO GAIN

EVERYTHING I WANTED

IRONICALLY THEY SAID IT WOULD

BE THE BLUE AND NOT THE RED

YET I CHOSE THE RED

ANYHOW OH WHAT A CHOICE

ON THE TRANSIT OF VENUS

TO ME IS IN ARIES

IRONICALLY

SO LOVE IS HARD FOR ME

I DIDN’T BELIEVE THEN WHAT WAS SAID

BUT OH MY GOD DO I KNOW NOW

THE CHOICES MADE

CHANGED MY LIFE FOREVERMORE

IN THE COURSE OF CHANTS

TO SHIVA AND THE LIGHTNING

STRUCK INSIDE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE

YOU CARE YOU DID AND I DID

SO I THOUGHT WE COULD

PICK UP AND BE FRIENDS

AGAIN IN OUR WAY

AND NO ONE WOULD EVER KNOW

I WAS IN LOVE

SO IN LOVE

SO OBSESSED

IN A FRIENDSHIP THAT

NO ONE ELSE KNEW ABOUT

OR SO I THOUGHT

FORGIVE WHAT I DIDN’T KNOW

EVERYTHING THAT HAS BEEN DONE

AND WILL BE

I WAS JUST SO HAPPY TO BE

TOGETHER AGAIN AS ONE

TO LEARN AND GROW

WITH YOU EVERYDAY

OUT ON THIS PERSONAL PLACE

NOT A SECRET TO THE ONES

THAT UNDERSTAND

JUST HOW IMPORTANT

IT MEANT TO THIS SIMPLE KIND OF LIFE

TO KNOW IT... AGAIN...

OH TO THE CHOICES WE MAKE

IN AN OUT OF THE LIES

AND TRUTHS

REALITY AND FANTASY

CHOICES...

I WALK ON

THERE IS NOTHING ELSE

I CAN DO

BUT TO WALK ON

IN THE SURROUNDINGS

LEFT FOR ME...

MAYBE ONE DAY

THINGS WILL BE

WORTHWHILE...

I WILL KEEP ON

BELIEVING THAT

THERE IS STILL GOOD

HERE...

DESPITE ALL THE HURT OF OTHERS THAT

DO NOT KNOW ME AT ALL...

CHOICES....

WE ALL CHOOSE OUR PATHS

AND WALK THEM...


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