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SPIRALS


SPIRALS

WHY DO I LOVE

HUMANITY SO

WHEN ITS SO DARK

SUCH AN AQUARIAN

POINT OF VIEW

I HAVE ALWAYS

BEEN

THE ONE

TO FALL IN LOVE

FIRST

THAT VENUS ARIES

THING

AND ALWAYS

THE LAST TO KNOW

OH TO WHO

I WAS

AND WHO I AM

AND

ALL THAT WONDERFUL

JAZZ

THAT REALLY

DOESN'T MATTER

ANY MORE

FOR WHAT IS

GONE IS GONE

AND WHAT IS LEFT

IS ALL THERE IS

I AM NO BETTER

NEVER HAVE BEEN

SOME MARK ME

AS ONE OF THE DARKEST

IN THE LIGHT

WHICH IS WRONG

WAY TO LOOK AT IT

ITS ALWAYS

BEEN THAT STONE

FOR A STONE

OF SIN

WHEN ALL OF IT

IS LIKE A

WALKING MIRROR

THERE IS NO SIN

IN LOVE

THE ONLY SIN

IS THOSE THAT

SEE JEALOUS

FOR LOVE

THEY CAN'T HAVE

OR ENVY

WITHOUT UNDERSTANDING

TRUTHS

WHERE ONLY

INNOCENSE AND PURITY

LIVE

SEX IS NOT THE SIN

THAT THEY MAKE IT

OUT TO BE

THAT IS THE BIGGEST

LIE OF ALL

THOUSANDS OF YEARS

HAS THE DARK

RULED

AND PLAYED ITS GAMES

WITH HUMANITY

ON THIS EARTH

THAT IS A GIVEN

WHEN LINES ARE DRAWN

AND HEARTS

BROKEN

BY TEARS OF LIFE

ALWAYS TAKEN

FOR DOES EVIL

REALLY HAVE ANY OTHER

NAME

BUT EVIL

THE OPPOSITE

IN A MIRROR

OF LIVE

DEATH IS BUT

A SHADOW

WHEN IN

THE WALK

AFTERLIFE

THE PULL ONE WAY

TO THE OTHER

FOR THE PATH

OF THE WAY

IS AN ETERNAL SPIRAL

LEAVE THAT PATH

AND WATCH

IT ALL FALL APART

SOMETIMES

EVEN WITH GOOD

INTENTIONS

TO HELP

CAN BE WARPED

INTO DARKNESS

THERE IS NO FAULT

OR BLAME

JUST WHAT IT

CAN MANIPULATE

TO MAKE ITSELF

STRONGER

SO THERE IS NO

EVIL

THERE IS NO GOOD

ITS

JUST FREAKING

CHAOS

AND THE ONLY

THING IN ITS WAY

IS ORDER

THE JUSTICE

THAT IS ALWAYS

BLINDED

IN ORDER TO SEE

TO NUMB THE PAIN

OF IT ALL

AND HOW

IT IS WEIGHTED

IN THE

FACT

ONLY HE CAN

WASH IT AWAY

AND WE ALL

KNOW

WHERE WE ALL

FALL ON THAT LINE

EVEN I KNOW

MY OWN JUDGEMENT

IN THIS

HUMBLED

IN THE SADDNESS

LIKE KWAN YIN

ALWAYS

TO BARE

THE WEIGHT

OF THE WORLDS

ILLS

IS NOT FOR ME

ITS SIMPLE

WHO I AM

AND

WHO

I AM NOT

I KNOW

WALKING WITH

ME ON THIS

WE

MAKE DO

AS BEST AS WE CAN

IN THIS

FOR I WILL ALWAYS

FALL IN LOVE

ALWAYS HAVE

ALWAYS WILL

ITS MY AQUARIAN WAY

AS MY HUMANITY

IS SO STRONG

HUMAN LIKE

THE REST

HMMM

FROM ONE LIFE

INTO THE NEXT

KNOWING

THAT

THE DAY WILL COME

WHEN THE

SPIRAL ENDS

THEY ALWAYS

FIND THE WEAKNESS

AND EXPLOIT ON THEM

WE MAKE OUR

OWN

YIN/YANG

SIGH

OH TO THE

JOURNEY

OF THIS LIFE

I LIVE IT

AWAY FROM

THE MIRROR

OF

THE PAST

JUST HERE AND

NOW

IS ALL WE

ARE EVER

GUARANTEED

THE ONLY

GRACE

IN THE BLISS

OF LOVE

THAT

INSTANT

POINT

CARRY IN

AND CARRY ON

AND

REMAIN

AS ONE

CALLING OUT

TO THE ONE

I THOUGHT

I FOUND

MY KINDRED

SOUL IN

SO LAID WITH

IN THE SPACES

OF MY MIND

ONLY MY MIND

TO THE DREAMS

OF BOTH

WITH US IN THIS

HORRIBLE

SPIRAL

TO OUR

BLESSED CURSE

KNOW ONE

THING OF IT ALL

LOVED YOU

THEN

AND LOVE YOU NOW

THOUGH

YOU NEVER

EVER

PICKED ME

ITS YOUR CHOICE

TO MINE

OF CIRCUMSTANCE

OUR ETERNAL

CHOICES

WHERE WE ARE

ALWAYS

WALKING AWAY

OUR OWN

CIRCLE

OF THE SUN

APART FROM

THE MOON

INTO THE

ECLIPSE

OF US

WHERE WE

BOTH WANT

AND

YET

WE CAN'T SEEM

TO HAVE

YOU LOVE HIM

I KNOW THAT

JUST AS I DO

LOVE YOU

SO VERY MUCH

MY DEAR

NEVER EVER

WOULD I

EVER

CROSS A LINE

NOT WARRANTED

BY EITHER

ITS ALWAYS BEEN

THIS WAY

I NEVER EVER

GET THE ONE

I LOVE

SOMETHING

COMES

ALONG

TO CHANGE IT UP

ON ME

THIS LONELY

MAIDEN THING

IS SO FUCKING

OVER RATED

CHUCKLE

HOPING ONE

DAY WILL

COME

AND I WILL

FIND

MY KINDRED

SOUL

TO THE HOPE

THAT IS SO BLOODY

EVIL

THAT HOPE

OF SOMEDAY

YOUR LOVE

CARRIES ME

ONWARD

REMEMBER THAT

ALL OF YOU

ALL OF YOU

EVERY ONE

KEEPS ME

FIGHTING

TO STAY HERE

DESPITE ALL

THAT IS IN

THIS MAD WORLD

THERE IS A FEW

THINGS

THAT I LOOK

TO

AND ONE IS

MY FAMILY

WHICH

IS MADE UP

OF ALL MY FRIENDS

AND MY DAUGHTER

AND SO TO ALL THAT MAKE

THIS SOME KIND

OF

DECENT LIFE

AMONG ALL THE

HELL

I LISTEN

TO ALL KINDS OF

MUSIC

IN MY HEADPHONES

AS I WALK

AROUND

DURING THE DAY

KEEPING ME

IN THE RHYTHMS

AND PULSE

OF LIFE

KNOW THAT

EACH OF YOU

LEAVE

THAT MARK

HOLDING ON

DESPITE

THE WORLD

GONE MAD

AND AS A STONE

I TRY

TO MAKE

MY HEART

STILL I CRY

EACH TIME

SEEING THINGS

ALL WRONG

INSIDE

OR

OUT

I LOVE YOU

FOR BEING HERE

NOW

“THE ONLY

WAY

WE CAN”


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