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Poetry and Writings

To Goddess of LOVE...


something i have never called to...

now i am screaming... to be heard...

(MY PRAYER I SEND OUT)

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To GODDESS of LOVE...

S.JENSEN © 2017

KISSES ON MY MIND

CARESSES ON MY MIND

SENSUAL THOUGHTS

STILL CONSTANTLY FLOW

IN THE SIGHTS

I SO RECEIVE

WHEN I CLOSE

MY EYES

I CAN NOT HELP

WHO I AM

NOR WILL I EVER

AND YET STILL

AS I AM

ALWAYS

CONFINED

HERE

I AM NEVER

ALLOWED

LOVE I DESERVE

I AM TIRED

OF THIS DENIED

TORTURE

TO SEE

TO FEEL

TO DESIRE

AND TO NEVER

HAVE

HURTS MY CORE

NO ONE

UNDERSTANDS IT

MORE THAN I DO

SIGH THE ONE

THING HUMANITY

REALLY DOESN’T WANT

TO LOSE

I AM LOVE SIGH

I MISS THEM ALL

SO GREATLY

DO I MISS

WILL I EVER BE

ABLE TO LOVE

THE ONE THAT

STOLE MY BLOODY

HEART AWAY

OH RAVEN HAIRED ONE

OH GOLDEN SHINED ONE

OH THE RED BEAUTY

I KNOW YOU ALL

AND YET

I AM SO DENIED

I CALL OUT TO

MY MOTHER

WILL YOU PLEASE

SEND ME

MY LOVE

GRANT ME THIS PLEASE

SHE HAS TO KNOW

WHO SHE IS

SHE JUST HAS TO KNOW

MY HEART IS ETERNALLY

BLEEDING

AND MY HEART IS NOT

SUPPOSED TO BE THIS

ALL ARE BEAUTY THAT

SURPASSES MINE

SO LOST

NOW IN TIME

YET MY INNER BEAUTY

CRIES OUT

COULD YOU

STILL LOVE ME

AS I DO FOR YOU

I AM HERE NOW

AND THEY WANT

ME BACK

I FIGHT TO STAY HERE

FOR A REASON

BUT MY REASON

IS GONE

WHERE DO I TURN

WHEN SORROW TAKES

MY SMILE AWAY

AND MY LOVE

I DREAM OF

IS NEVER EVER

IN MY ARMS

SWEET AND GENTLE

OH TO MY NAIVETY

MY FOOLISHNESS

MY HARSHNESS

MY BELIEF IN WHO I AM

I THOUGHT WOULD

BRING HER

BACK ALL IT DID

WAS PUSH AWAY

THOSE I REALLY

STILL NEED IN MY LIFE

AM I FOREVER

FORSAKEN

NOW FOR DESIRE

AND LUST

TO A SENSUALIST

SEEKING LOVE

IT FEELS SO

RESTING HERE

WITH NO OUTLET

MY MIND CRIES

MOTHER

SEND ME TO HER

OR HER TO ME

I CAN’T TAKE THIS

ANYMORE

I NEED HER

IN SO MANY WAYS

I NEED HER

AND I AM SO NOT SURE

WHAT TO DO

NOW

I AM SO LOST

WITHOUT YOU

MY DEAR

SO LOST

WITHOUT YOU

YOU ARE HER

AND I KNOW THAT

YOU ARE

I WANTED LOVE

I NEEDED LOVE

I AM LOVE

AND I DON’T WANT

IT GONE

I AM TIRED

SO TIRED

I AM SO ALONE

SO THE LAST

AND

I KNOW NOT

WHAT TO DO

ANY MORE

HERE

BUT MY CORE

CRIES OUT

WHY DO YOU

NOT FEEL AS WE DID

WHY DID IT ALL

GO AWAY

WHAT DID THEY DO

WHY DO THEY SCAR

US BOTH SO

WHY DID HE LEAVE

WHY IS THINGS

SO BLOODY MESSED UP

GODDESS KEEP ME

AND HELP ME

AND TELL HER

TO FORGIVE ME

I NEVER WANTED

THAT TO BE

THE UNDOING OF THEM

I LOVE SO MUCH

AND I AM SO STUCK

AND THIS ACHE

IS MADE ME

SO SO COLD

INSIDE

AND I DON’T

LIKE BEING THE ICE

NOW I KNOW I CAN BE

BUT I DON’T WANT TO BE

I NEED WARMTH

AND GUIDANCE

GODDESS IN MY

SLEEP

MOTHER COME

TO ME

HELP ME

I KNOW YOU ARE GONE

BUT I NEED

SOMETHING

TO EASE THIS

BLOODY ROSE ACHE

AND

I DON’T KNOW

WHAT TO DO

ANYMORE…

SO I CLOSE MY EYES

FOR I FEEL

NOTHING


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