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Poetry and Writings

LOST PASSIONS


LOST PASSIONS

S.JENSEN © 2018

THE WHISPER SOFT

IN THE EAR

AND THE SLIGHTEST

BRUSH COULD

SEEM TO

AWAKEN EVERY

EROGENOUS ZONE

IN HER BODY

FROM THE TOUCH

A TUMULT OF FEVER,

ELECTRICITY AND PASSIONS

BREATHTAKING AND SEDUCTIVE

THE CHEMISTRY OF

TOUCHING AND

LIGHTING A TINGLING FIRE

RESTS IN MY MIND

OH TO HAVE SUCH

MINDLESS FRENZY

GENTLE AND RUGGED

NEVER HURTFUL

BEEN SO CERTAIN

NOT TO EVER

WANT ANYONE ELSE

OH TO FIND

ATTRACTION

THAT BLAZEN FIRE

THAT LASTS

THE ENTIRE HOUSE

SO SILENT

IT SEEMED ALL

SO CRAZY

OH ITS NOTHING

TO SAY

OH HOW IT HAPPENED

OH I FELL IN LOVE

TO A COMPLETE

STRANGER AND INTRUDER

TO MY SPACES

AND KNEW WHO THEY

WERE

OR SO I THOUGHT

HESITATING

YET I STILL CAN’T

TELL MY HEART

IT WAS ALL A FALSE LIE

SHE FED

THE PASSION IN EVERY WAY

DROVE ME HALF MAD

OH TO LOSING

ONE’S MIND

FOR LOVE

TO FEEL

TO DESIRE

TO ADMIT

THAT WAS EVEN

A SIDE OF ME

SHOWN ON

BLUE GLOWING

SCREENS

WITH COLOUR

SO FULL OF COLOURS

FADED

NOW IN

THE COMING

AND GOING

LOWERING MY HEAD

TO KNOW

I WILL NEVER HAVE

JUST IS A

TORTURE THOUGHT

YET SOMEHOW

I DEAL WITH IT

HOPING

ONEDAY

THINGS WILL

BE DIFFERENT

OH MY DESIRE

I HAVE COOLED IT

AND SMOTHERED IT

YET THE EMBERS

BURN BRIGHT

THE HEAT IS STILL

THERE

AND ALL I CAN DO

IS SIT HERE

AND WALLOW

IN THE SORROW

OF NOT BEING

ABLE TO RELISH

IN THIS LONG DAMN

ACHE

THE CARDS

ARE ALWAYS RIGHT

GOOD HEAVENS

I SO NEED A CHANGE

OH TO THE PERFECT

IMPERFECTIONS

OF MY SINS

FOR FALLING

IN LOVE TO A WOMAN

EVEN IF IT WAS

HIDDEN LIES

I STILL FELL

MY SAPPHO DEPTHS

ARE ENDLESS

AND NOTHING ELSE

SATISFIES

OR CARRIES ME INTO

BLISS BETTER

THAN THE WOMAN’S TOUCH

I AM NOT AGAINST

THE MALE LOVE

AT ALL

ITS JUST

SOMETHING IN ME

REALLY

FELL IN LOVE

AND I DON’T UNDERSTAND

IT AT ALL

BEING WHO I AM

OH

THE DRIVING FORCE

IS TO THE MOMENTS

I CAN’T SEEM

TO GET OUT

OF MY HEAD

AND HOW HARD

IT IS TO

CREATE ANYTHING

EVEN

THOUGHTS

OTHER THAN

HOW BETRAYED

I FEEL FROM IT ALL

AND IT SO HAS BEEN

DONE TO US BOTH

OR MAYBE ITS JUST ME

IS IT JUST ME?

IT CHANGED ME

INSTANTLY

DROVE ME INTO

A CREATIVE MADNESS

A DEEP DARK SIDE

OF LOVE

AND HOW FAST ITS

JUST NOT ANYWHERE

YET I HAVE TRIED

AND TRIED

BUT NO ONE

COMPARES

TO THAT SPOT IN

MY HEART

AND THE LUSTFUL

FIRE IT SO

CHURNED

BLOODY CRAVES

AND CAN’T BE

SATED

BY ONE ALONE

TO KISS

TO REALLY HUG

TO SAY HELLO

TO BEGIN

IN A NEW WAY

WHERE THE PURITY

OF LOVE ISN’T

TAINTED

BY ALL THE

BROKEN

AND DARK WHATEVER

THAT CAME FROM IT

BY WHOM

I WILL NEVER KNOW

YET MY

MIND AND HEART

ARE STILL SCREAMING

WHAT WHY OH BLOODY HELL

AND ALONE

SO ALONE

SCARS REST LIKE

FRESH WOUNDS

YET SHE IS GONE

AND I KNOW IT

THE HARM DONE

TOOK IT AWAY

COATING MY HEART

IN ICE AGAIN

HOPING THAT

SOMEHOW

FROM IT ALL

ITS KNOWN

I AM BEYOND

BLAMING ANYONE

ELSE BUT MYSELF

I AM LEARNING

TO HEAL

AND YET

TO FORGIVE THEM

IS ONE THING

TO FORGIVE MYSELF

ANOTHER

AND

YET I AM LEFT

WITH A WANT

AND A NEED

THAT JUST SITS THERE

SOMEONE

SOMEWHERE

SOMEHOW

I HOPE WILL

ONE DAY

FIX THIS HEART

OF MINE

AND I SO

KNOW IN AN INSTANT

I WOULD MELT

IF WE COULD

CORRECT ALL IT HAS

COST US BOTH

IS IT TOO HARD

TO ASK

FOR A LITTLE REAL

IN ALL OF THIS

AM I THE ONLY

ONE

THAT LOVED SO…

PLEASE SAY IT JUST

REALLY HAS BEEN

BOTH OF US

AND I CAN LET GO

OF THE

DARK TROUBLED

SHADOWS IT CREATED

OF A BROKEN HEART

AS OUR PASSION

COULD BE SO

CARRY ME

IN YOUR ARMS

LET THIS PAIN

LEAVE

COME I ASK YOU

COME IF ITS BOTH

LET ME SEE YOU

FACE TO FACE

WRITE IF NOTHING ELSE

TO GATHER

SOME SOLACE

AND PEACE

A COMPASSIONATE

RELEASE

IF STRANGERS

CAN BE LOVERS

CAN’T WE BE FRIENDS

AND WORK THIS

OUT IN A

NO MORE HARM WAY

AWAY FROM THE MESS

CREATED…

TO BE TOGETHER

PASSIONATELY AS ONE

YET

OH I KNOW

NEVER TO COME

IT SO NEVER COMES

I AM SO

LOST IN THIS

LACK OF HUMAN CONTACT

I WOULD BE NOTHING

MORE

IF I AM THE ONLY ONE

FEELING THIS WAY

I DON’T WANT

TO CAUSE ANY

MORE

HEART ACHE

TO ANYONE

OH

TILL THERE’S

NOTHING LEFT

OF THE FLAME

AND KNOW I REALLY

CARED

AND JUST FEEL

SO LOST

RIGHT NOW

SORRY FOR MY LOVE

NO NOT SORRY

AND I CAN’T

CHANGE

HOW I FEEL

I HAVE TRIED

YET I DID WHAT

YOU ASKED

AND WALKED AWAY

BEEN TRYING

TO TELL MY HEART

IT WAS JUST FOOLED

BY LIES

THAT I DON’T CARE

DON’T NEED

YET IT STILL

IT SO

AIN’T MINE

MY NOW LOVE

CURSE…

LOST IN

PASSIONATE DREAMS

OF A LOVE

GONE

WITH YOU

OH! MY HEART’S SCAR

AS MY HEAD

SAYS IT JUST

WASN’T REAL

THAT WAY

IT JUST WAS LIES

BEING LEFT

AGAIN

AND THE HURT

IT DID TO ALL OF US

BETRAYAL

LIES

HURT

AND YET WE GO

ON

AND KNOW

I AM SORRY

NOT FOR LOVING

BUT FOR

THE LOSS

OF US

IN IT ALL

OH MY NAIVETÉ

AND CRUEL

JOKES

PLAYED

ON MY HEART

OH SO

DAMN

LOST…

WHY MY HEART

GO AND FALL

OH DID IT FALL…

ALL I WANT

IS THE COLOUR

OF US

TO BE REAL

AND I KNOW

REALLY KNOW

I HAVE TO

FIND A WAY

TO LET THIS GO

WHY

OH HOW IT HURTS

TO LOSE

A SOUL MATE

AND TO HAVE

HURT TWO

I CARE

SO MUCH FOR

JUST BY

BEING THERE

OH THAT TOUCH

OF KNOWING

IF A PICTURE

CAN MAKE ME SMILE

AND GIVE ME JOY

I KNOW

SO KNOW

AND ITS NEITHER

OF US

AND YET BOTH OF US

AND CA