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Poetry and Writings

IN THIS


IN THIS

S.JENSEN © 2018

THOUGHTS

OF HOW CAN I

GET ALL THE

LETTERS IN MY

MIND

TO SAY ON

A PLACE

EXACTLY HOW

I FEEL

I CAN’T

DO THAT

TOO MUCH

BUT I CAN

SAY THIS

MUCH FOR FACT

SUN SHINING

BRIGHT

DOORS SHUT

FROM THE PAST

WHERE I CAN

NOT GO BACK TO

SO I WON’T

LOOK BACK EVER

AGAIN

CHANCE

TO HAVE

BUT ITS

FAR AWAY

FROM THOSE

I LOVE

AND ALL ALONE

COMPLETELY

NOT SOMETHING

I WANT

OR DESIRE

CHOICES

ARE BEING MADE

AND CHANGES

COMING

AND I HAVE TO

FACE THIS

AND DO IT ALONE

STRONGER

THAN I EVER

THOUGHT I COULD BE

LONGING

FOR ONES ARMS

AND TO TAKE ME

AWAY

FROM IT ALL

NOT TO RUN AWAY

BUT TO CARRY

FORWARD

WITH MY LIFE

TO FIND A WAY

TO FINALLY

SAY WE ARE

WHERE WE BELONG

TO BE

SHOULD BE

CAN BE

COMPLETELY

TOTALLY

AND NEVER LOOK BACK

I SIT HERE

AND MULL OVER

THAT WHICH

I HAVE NO CONTROL

OVER

AND KNOW

ITS TIME TO

DO WHAT I SEEM

TO DO

BEST

MOVE ON

HOLDING ON

TO SOMEONE

DEAR TO MY HEART

AND YET

I CAN’T SEEM

TO FIND

I SHOUT OUT

TAKE ME

HOLD ME

CARRY ME

FROM ALL OF IT

NO MORE PAIN

NO MORE SORROW

NO MORE TEARS

THAT IS GONE

LONG GONE

PEACE IS HERE

SHADOWS DANCED

AND LEFT IN

CONTRASTING

LIGHTS

THERE IS NEVER

MUCH TIME

FOR ANYTHING

WE MAKE

THE SMALLEST

WINDOW WE CAN

AND CHERISH

EVERY SECOND

OF IT

WHERE I DESERVE

TO BE

IS NOT WHERE I SIT

MY HEART

SCREAMS

ITS THAT MOMENT

NOW

ITS SO AT THAT

MOMENT

NOW

HELPED

TRIED

SO MANY

UNKNOWNS

YET

WE BOTH

ARE SITTING HERE

AND

SO SEPARATED

WHY

ARE WE SO

FAR APART

WHAT WAS

THERE IS

WHAT IS NOT

THERE NOW

I WON’T BEG

FOR A BETTER LIFE

NOW

HOW CAN IT BE

THE ONE

I SO NEED

SO NEED

MOMENTS PASSES

US BY

OUT THE WINDOW

THROUGH THE DOOR

LIKE WIND

AND I KNOW

WHAT IS COMING

AND I CAN’T

AVOID IT

NOW

DAMN

THAT PIVOTAL POINT

WHERE YOU

HAVE NO CHOICES

AND ONE

DIRECTION

IS ALL THAT

IS LEFT

OPEN

DAMN

STUCK

TO FOLLOW

IN THIS

DIRECTION

BEFORE ME

KNOWING

ITS BEGINNING

TO A MAJOR

END

AND NO OTHER

CHOICES

ARE LEFT

WALKED AWAY

AND

ALL I WANT

ALL I NEED

IS FAR AWAY

I HAD NO CHOICE

I LEFT IT THERE

THAT DAY

AND NOTHING

I CAN DO NOW

HOPE WILL

END THEN

AND I WILL

ACCEPT THE

FATE

I DON’T BELIEVE

IS THE RIGHT

WAY

THE CHOICES

FORCED ON ME

HERE

AND THE

FACTS ARE FACTS

LOVE

RESTS IN MY HEART

AND HAS

NO OUTLET

IT SO NEEDS

A OUTLET

WHEN

DO WE GIVE IN

AND LET

IT BE

KNOWING

NOTHING

EVER WORKED

AND SEEING

WHY

BUT HOW

CAN I

MOVE FORWARD

WHEN I CAN’T

EVEN

GET THE WORDS

I WANT TO SAY

TO COME

OUT RIGHT

I SCREAM

OUT

I NEED MY

LOVE

OR ALL

FALLS APART

FAST

THE INDECISION

OF NOW

COME LOVE

ME

BRING ME HOME

GIVE

ME SOMETHING

TO FILL

MY LIFE

TO HAVE

PURPOSE

AGAIN

THE ROADS

AHEAD

LOOK SO

LIKE MORE

DIRECTIONS

IN DARKNESS

AND I REFUSE

TO WALK THEM

BUT I HAVE

TO WALK

ONE

THERE IS

NO ONE

TO SAVE

ME NOW

I TRIED

WHY

OH WHY

ARE WE

STILL

SITTING

ALONE


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