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WILL YOU FIND ME A LOVE I CALL OUT TO THE GODDESS FOR IT AND TO GOD YET NO ANSWERS GIVEN BREEZE BLOWS AND I AM DRAWING FEW PEOPLE MADE ME SMILE TODAY AND MUSIC IS SOOTHING MY SHADOW IS STILL HANGING ON MY BACK EVEN THOUGH I DID AS WANTED AND WALKED AWAY THESE ECHOES ON EMPTY WALLS AS THE WORLD CARRIES ON I CARRY ON IN MY STAR CROSSED WAYS ITS BEEN YEARS NOW AND I HAVE LET HER GO AND PEACE LIVES IN MY BEATING HEART AGAIN AND I AM NOT LOOKING OR SEEKING IT NOW KINDA MAKING DUE THAT THINGS JUST ARE AS THEY ARE I STILL WEAR THE RING FOR WHAT IT MATTERS THE SEPARATIONS BETWEEN REALITY AND FANTASY AND HOW HAVE I BEEN THE ONLY ONE THAT GOT SWALLOWED UP BY IT BACK AROUND TO BEING ME AGAIN SO IN ONE WAY I WON THAT FIERCE BATTLE AND KNOW THERE WILL BE CHALLENGES THAT WILL COME BACK AROUND AS THEY ALWAYS DO THAT IS SO EVIDENT SORT OF FEELING LIKE THE PICTURES ON MY WALL WHERE THE ART PAPER HAS FADED FROM THE SUN AND ALL THE COLOURS ARE ALMOST GONE EXCEPT THE BLUES AND SLIGHT PINK WHERE REDS AND YELLOWS ARE ALL WHITE THE VIEW OF HOW LIFE AND TIME WILL BE THAT INFINITE IN THE CYCLES LOVE JUST ISN'T FOR ME YET THIS LONE WOLF SO CRAVES IT BUT I WON'T GO OUT AND GRAB JUST ANYTHING THE GYPSY FOR LOVE IS LIKE ON THE RUN LOOKING AND YET I AM STILL SITTING HOME AND SAFE THERE IS NO LOVE WORTH HAVING IF ONE DOESN'T GO OUT FOR IT I KNOW THIS AND I AM OK AT THE MOMENT JUST SOMEDAYS I DO GET LONELY AND MISS THAT FEELING OF SOMEONE BESIDE ME SHARING LIFE WITH I DON'T EVEN HAVE A CLOSE FRIEND NOW TO HANG WITH I COULD ASK A FEW BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE A BOTHER INTO THEIR LIVES THAT THIRD WHEEL FEELING AND YES STILL I CAN EXPRESS MY FEELINGS OUT ON PAPER SO MUCH BETTER THAN MY LIL HEAD CUS I TEND TO JUST LET IT ALL FALL OUT THE WINDOW LIKE THE BREEZE WHISPERING SWEET NOTHINGS OUT YET NO LITTLE BIRD HAS ANSWERED THE MESSAGES SENT

IN A WAY THAT WOULD BE REAL AND I KNOW I TEND TO ATTRACT ALL THE BROKEN TO FIX AND NONE OF THOSE EVER WORK OUT OR STAY SO I AM LIKE MY MORNING GLORIES BLOOMING IN THE DAWN AND ALL WITHERED BY THE NIGHT FALL BUT MY ROOTS ARE STILL VERY GROUNDED AND MY LEAVES ARE A BRIGHT GREEN AND THE AIR FLOWS FAST THROUGH AND THROUGH RIGHT THROUGH MY LIL BRANCHES FRAGILE IN SOME WAYS BUT SO OH SO STRONG IN OTHERS AND GROWING UP THE STICK YEAH THAT IS SO ME...

TIME LIKE THE WIND MOVES ALONG AND WE FLOW EITHER WITH IT OR AGAINST IT KNOW I HAVE FOUND MY PEACE IN THIS COLD WORLD NOW THE WIND IS SO STILL AND THOUGH THE ART ON THE WALL IS FADED THE DESIGN STRUCTURE IS STILL STANDING VERY GROUNDED FOR YOU AND I THE WIND IS CARRYING MESSAGES OUTWARD AND MY HEART STILL BEATS